Wednesday, August 6, 2008

I wanna love again-- Natalie Cole

Ah baby
How do I start? Where do I begin?
I've been hurt so much. I just need a friend
Could it be you? Will you break through these walls?
Are you willing to help them fall?

Chorus:
I want to love again, but I'm afraid to
I want to trust again
But my heart says not to
Your every smile, your gentle touch makes me weak
I want you so much
I want love again and this time with you

I didn't know that this would be so hard for me
Being this close to you is driving me crazy
My mind says no oh but my body says yes
You make one move and I'll do the rest

I want to love again, but I'm afraid to
I want to trust again
But my heart says not to
Your every smile, your gentle touch makes me weak
I want you so much
I want to love again and this time with you

Bridge:
Oh it's been so long since I've seen your face
And I'm just trying to be strong, oh but I think about you everyday
And it makes me weak when I see your face
I guess it means I'm in a different space
Cause I wanna love again and this time with you

I want to love again but I'm afraid to
I want to trust again
But my heart says not to
Your every smile, your gentle, gentle touch makes me weak
I want you so much
I want to love again, please let me love again, I want to love again
And this time with you
I just wanna love again with you

I am feeling this song, brought lil tears to my eyes.  First heard this song from a movie Diary of a Mad Black Woman.  Beautiful movie, if you haven't, please spend some time watching this movie.  It came out back in 2005 or 2006 I can't remember.  It makes ya laugh, it makes ya heart melt, it makes ya angry, it makes ya wanna dance,  it makes me realize I can forgive...  Hey, no worries, you ain't gotta be black to understand this movie k?  =P  If you're a woman that has gone through a lot, you will feel what I feel.  Ain't gon say nothin about if men could understand...  lol.  =)

Best to be in bed by now.  So I will see y'all later.  I'm gonna make it a point to be up early tomorrow, I mean today.  And I'm real excited coz I get to have lunch with Effa!!!!!  YEAY!!!  =)  Haven't seen her in a while yo.  Got lotsa ketchup to do. 

Oh yea of course, I saw my baby today.  He asked me questions.  Baby when you want to get married?  Will you marry me within this year?  I know we're getting older and all but I honestly have no idea when to get married????  and for that matter, why do you marry someone?  Just coz you love him/her?  Just coz that's what you're suppose to do?  Man, I got no clue.  Ngeh, let's not worry about it until I have to cross that bridge.  That's if I ever get the chance to cross the marriage bridge.  Hmm...

NIGHT!

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