Friday, July 17, 2009

Just wateva

How many times do you have to reach a breaking point to actually break?  And if you didn't break after that point it wouldn't be considered as breaking point would it?  

I just realized sometimes we cannot fit someone or somethings in our fantasy into our real world.  Sometimes, what we found in our fantasies is better off remain in our fantasies.  After having to realize that, I am more at ease with myself and everything else.  

If you just assume everyone is horrible from get go then you wouldn't be disappointed further.  Seriously, no one is an angel in this world.  Someone is always doing something (good or bad) to benefit themselves, nothin wrong with that coz we're oh-so human beings.

Well if you are too nice to assume everyone is horrible, there is another way you could do.  Set your expectations REAL LOW.  Ha.

I have a good 5 days off and I don't know what to do with it, yet.  I'm thinking somewhere with blue ocean and white sand.  Who wants to go chill with me???  August 12th-16th.

My hair is real frizzy and wavy.  Should I do something about it?  OR let it be and have every other person who sees me tells me I like a lion?  Hmmm

I am more of a patience person now.  

While I am helping everyone else's dream come true, am I also making mine come true?  A blue bird outside of my window tells me he heard not.  

Currently reading The Secret Life of Bees.  uggh...  I'm looking at my hair again.

Where is my passion?

Been thinking about this since forever...  Gotta sit down and plan.  NOT wedding. 

I got stories to tell but ain't in any kind of mood to tell them.