Cycles

I go through em like a dutifully hamster.  Never asking why.  Can't remember if I've told about me quitting caffeine.  It worked before when I was living a less stressful life.  It is not quite working now coz I need caffeine to get me through the day, my day.  Ermm...  my cycles go like this:

1.  Waking up late in the ams, mentally preparing myself for a caffeine-less day.

2.  Doing rather well up until around 1 in the pms.  Sometimes I can't even get pass 12noon.

3.  Feeling like a walking zombie.

4.  Struggling like a mad woman inside of my brain debating if I should have that cuppa damn coffee.

5.  Giving up.

6.  Feeling wired up after the feeding of my addiction.

7.  Crashing down around 7-8pm.

8.  Swearing to myself that I wouldn't have coffee again because I'd toss and turn at night OR still up blogging at 1234am.  Also, going to bed late means getting up late. MEANS, I'll miss my exercising session.

9.  Repeat from 1-8.

I know I know it is all in the head.  Sigh.  

p.s.  Was totally distracted for about 30mins talking on the phone with effa.  It is her burfday today so a shout out goes to you my love!