I woke up opened my eyes, first thing that came into mind. ...I'm not doing what I went to school for 5.5 years for... My best friends are doing great things! One works in a hospital, one works for WIC. They are doing great things in life. Totally hating why now at 25 still be thinking about err what am I gonna be when I grow up...
I was thinking about what's lacking in me while chatting with Effa this evening after dinner at Starbucks. Ok yea, you're not suppose to drift away in thoughts while hanging out... But I figured it out! I lack compassion, hence my beginning statement, "compassion deficiency"!!!!! The symptoms that come with it are hot & short temper, pissy all the time, rude to the ones you love, short to no eye contact, don't care if I'm going to hell for saying mean things, ceased providing world-class customer services and some unknown symptoms. Any medication suggestions besides food and alcohol????
Oooooh Someone just messaged me on FB, he said compassion is a weakness..... sometimes this is like spring shower much needed during hot summer days. I'm impressed. I'm feelin a little less pissy now. LOL. Thanks Genn.
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