Monday, January 25, 2010

I have a goal


for the new year.

That is to make new friends. I think my life will appreciate that, I might not know it yet, but my life does. ;) I've took one of the many first steps, I have RSVPed to a primary school Chinese New Year reunion. Oh how's that making new friends? One way to look at it, I was never close to them, I wasn't able to connect with them. I think they totally qualify as strangers. Hence, by meeting up with them in february, that counts as making new friends! =D Brilliant right?

Goal's goal. There bound to be obstacles. Mine is pretty interesting. When I first met someone, I am friendly, kind and helpful as hell. and so they got close to me and like being my friend. But, the closer they are to me, I feel the need to put on some friends repellent. I feel annoyed (by the "stickiness"). I feel drowned in all the need of attention (yuck). I had enough of people needing my attention at work, I don't I don't know why but it is just it. hmmm.... maybe that's why I don't have a lot of friends. and it could very well be one of the reasons why I'm not in a relationship. I am trying to change that to accommodate my goal. I want to see some changes in me, the good kine of course.

If you are one of the few ones who wonders what's up with my picture? The construction in progress is the Hyatt Hotel. In the near future there will be a grand looking tall building in sight, and there will be one less spot in KL skyline...

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