Amazing

The thought "amazing" came to me when I saw a friend of mine commented on my status on FB.  I was sayin I just realized tomorrow (8/4) will make two good years since I moved back to Malaysia and he said "two years back I am looking for being here for 20..."  You're thinking no biggy right?  Yes, no biggy if you're a Malaysian who has live here all your life.  But biggy if you are from Austria.  ;)  So yea, that's why I thought Amazing!

Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?  Have you seen season 3?  Sometime around season 3 when Meredith "drown" and almost didn't make it?  When she came through it and Christina was holding Mer's feet and couldn't utter a word?  

I cried.  Because I thought if I were Meredith, who would be the Christina holding me feet when I almost died?  

I cried.  Because I am afraid.  Maybe I didn't have such bond with anyone I know. *in this case, family doesn't count*  

I cried.  Because I know deep down maybe I don't have anyone like Christina in my life, well not anymore.

I cried...

Just realized something else.  I like to write on this blog at the same time I would reply emails and messages.  In case you're curious, right now I'm replying a message on FB from my professor.  I guess it'd be the only time my mind is set into writing, may it be any form of writing...  

Today I did one thing that make myself proud.  I was being really really polite and patient with a client and everybody knows how nasty she could be.  ^^  I am so proud.  lol.  I sat with her for 3 hours...  THREE HOURS.  I sat with a nasty lady for 3 hours of my life.  I almost couldn't believe it. LOL.   

In case you've forgotten, tomorrow will make two good years since I moved home.  A baby born two years ago would've become a toddler tomorrow.  I do miss the other me, I do miss the other world I lived in.  

All and all, it is pretty amazing.