Sunday, May 31, 2009

Too lazy to string em together

-- Peeps!  I'm ready!  I wanna be back into the game... of working out.  =D  My workout regime has been put on hold since I went on my vacation and sickness/weakness whole of last week.  Bleh.  Such a weak ass I tell ya.  SO, tomorrow will be a big day for me, I told ma, I gotta start from zero again... Stamina, determination and such  =(  

--  If I haven't already done so, would like to give a big hand to Facebook.  Because of it, I get to "see" the world through my friends' eyes.  Those who were fortunate to travel to different parts of the world or even just different parts of my country  =D  I thank you Facebook!  

--  How close do you have to be to someone?  To be able to feel someone's sorrow and restlessness.  For some reason, I feel (already) connected to someone whom I just met.  He did too.  Just like a few days ago, I was having a bad day, when I spoke to him on the phone he told me he was uneasy whole of that day too.  And today, he was having a bad day (but feel MUCH better after hearing my voice), it was my turn to feel restless.  Hmm... 

--  My back is starting to peel.  Will start wearing makeup again coz I'm not sick anymore!  I feel gorgeous!  Hardly need alcohol to feel happy this past two years.  Muahahaha!

--   Oh yea, I am thankful for health screening tests.  I now know for sure my cholesterol and LDL is on the high end.  Will do my best to bring em down like my dad did!  Go DAD!  Watch out for eggy, buttery, oily and tasty foods.  LOL

--  Enjoying the new love/lust package.  Feel like a million bucks all the time coz someone always tell me how much he misses me.  =p  I don't care if me and him is/isn't gonna turn into anything, just wanna enjoy it as much as I can now.

--  I had an image flashed through my mind yesterday.  The image of me being at my mother's age... 50-ish.  I was like damn.  Time is flying by at the speed of light, we better be present now, be aware before we look back at our lives and say shit I shoulda done this this and that!  My ma told me this the other day, she said:  We have plenty of time to sleep/rest when we're really really old, so before it's too late we gotta move more (be active) now!  Smart mother.

--  Seriously, I can't stop thinking about him.  I can't wipe the stupid grin off my face.  

--  I have not read a good book in a long time.  Got so much to do Monday through Friday, sometimes Saturday.  Can't choose between hanging out with fam and friends or hide out to read a book.  Susah lah.  Or sometimes I will forgo the idea of catching a movie, afraid to lose my day off spending two hours in the movies instead of two hours with human beings who loves me.  

--  Stomach is growling.  j.o.e. is on my current playlist, love him!  Knowing I have to be in bed by now.  Yet still up chatting with Heay.  Hmm...  

--  I love being older, we gain confidence as we age.  At least for me.  It is also best to surround yourself with positive ppl, with ppl who is full of energy!  ^^  

-- okay okay closing up now.  Today is one of the few days that I didn't have the urge of turning on my laptop to see, tried to be IT-free best that I could.  Now now, blogging is an entire different reason to be here.  =p

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Lang Tengah/ Nemo

If Hanging Bikini Tops was a shop, it woulda been shut down a looooong time ago!  ;)  What shop would only open once a month right?  LOL  Well thank god it isn't, a shop.  

Exactly one week ago, Jinn Lin, her sis, her sis bf and I went to Lang Tengah.  It was probably one of the best vacation I had so far.  I went into the jungle, "into" the ocean, waited for sea turtles to lay eggs on shore, and I even saw "blue sand".  =)  I had so much fun!  I did kayak and snorkeling for the very first time.  Never in my dreams thought I would kayak nor snorkel!  So yea, I'm pretty proud of me.  If y'all know me, I love the beach stuff but not so much water activities.  But this trip opened my eyes and my mind.  It also helps a lot that we had really awesome snorkeling guides, boatmen, whom also brought us for night jungle walk.  I almost saw sunrise too, but it requires a lil rock climbing so I said Nah forget bout it.  Hehehe.  

The snorkeling part is the most fascinating.  When I was submerged in the ocean, I was all alone with the nature, the under sea kingdom.  The ocean lives are vastly different from what we see on dry land.  The corals, the color of the fishes, shapes of lives underneath is breathtaking.  When the light rays shines through the sea, lighting up our lives.  We learned how to breathe in the water with proper equipment, how amazing!  When I was in the water, the whole world slows down.  As if only those creatures and god are watching me.  Scary at times but it is nonetheless good for my soul.  Being with the ocean livings, the impact of how we should love our one and only earth is much deeper.  You do not need a thousand books and commercials telling how to love our mother earth.  Go snorkeling once, and you'll know.  If the ocean is not within your arms reach, go see "Nemo" it is as close and as real as you can get.  Seriously.  The maker of "Nemo" has done an excellent job.  

We saw baby sharks and sea turtles, thanks to our snorkeling guide, Ad.  Yes his name is, just, AD.  

When I wasn't being bombarded by the awesomeness of mother nature.  I was surrounded with love, wholesome love.  Holding hands in the water, swimming away together.  Cradled by the hammock by the sea with him next to me.  Sharing/sitting on a rock by the beach watching the night glows.  Occasionally (twice for me) seeing shooting stars pass us by.  =)  How freakin romantic right!  Yea, I did all that.  What a trip!  Totally wasn't expecting it.  I should be going back very soon to see him again.  ^^  Just could not believe the magical things that happened on that island.  

Oh boy, I have so so many stories to tell.  Just wanna say, go experience it yourself, at least once.  Do not be afraid.  I went into the sea without a life vest on the second time around.  Might seem stupid to some of you, but the freedom you get without the restriction of a life vest is priceless.  I was paddling around in my bikini, flippers and mask.  If I could fly, I think that's what it would feel like.  Free and blissful.  

One month since the last time I wrote anything on here.  One month worth of stress and stress and stress.  It all went away the moment I jumped into the water.  This trip worth every single penny I paid for and I didn't even spend that much for it.  498MYR for E-very-thing!!!  Wanna know how much that is in USD?  Divide that with 3.5 (roughly) ;)


p.s.  I will think twice/thrice before I use another Ziplock Bag.